Its been awhile since I update my blog. I forgot that actually.. I've created a new blog for myself. lol soooo funnayh Afifah! I just want to write something thats all, and how I wish I can write fully english in my blog. I find it more appropriate to express feelings in english rather than in malay but I'm just not good at it. So sad.
Well, one of my wish lol wish keee? Sebenarnya one of my things that I want to do, I've actually did it so I'm kinda happy bout it. I've different email for different purposes now. Macam sebelum ni, I've like THOUSANDS of email, and I cant even remember my own password for each email. Not just email, I've like THOUSANDS blog, and other social network too. I've like lotss and lotss of social network account and now I've reduce it and delete whichever account that I don't need. and I can finally check my email accordingly *since I've separate it* and I can easily remember my password too. Life is good now. Well arranged at least. Serabut otak email banyak banyak!
So I have four emails now, and I hope I will keep using this email until I die. I'm planning to list down all the social networks that I have in a paper, with email and password beside it, hide it somewhere in the room, and one day if I die, I want someone to actually delete everything about me on the internet. Everything. :)
and I'm planning to apologise and say sorry to these two persons. I just cant stop thinking about what happened, and I miss them soo soooo much, so I just don't mind saying sorry first whether I'm wrong or not, seriously I don't mind. I just miss them. Its just that I'm trying to find the right time and the right way to meet them. I want to apologise and just clear everything, and if they don't want to forgive me, Ill just hug them and leave. May Allah ease everything.
