Sederhana

Seronok tengok orang hidup bersederhana ni. Agaknya kepala diorang tak berserabut nak fikir beli itu dan ini sebab semuanya serba serbi ala kadar.

Dua minggu lepas aku tidur di rumah kawan, seorang pramugari MAS, tidur dalam bilik adik dia rasanya, katil single, bilik kecil sahaja, guna kipas yang pusing pusing tu, tak pakai air cond pun, ada anak kucing berkeliaran dalam rumah. Sederhana sangat. Aku tidur pun rasa lain, tenang je, walaupun sebenarnya pakai kipas pusing tapi sejuk bukan main, lena tidur aku.

Bukan sekadar kesederhanaan tu je yang aku suka pasal kawan aku sorang ni tapi keakraban dia dengan adik perempuan dia. Terasa macam nak ada kakak atau adik sendiri pula bila tengok mereka berdua ni. Sepanjang join Viper Challenge, kakak dia sikit pun tak abaikan si adik. How responsible she is. *senyum*

Kadang kadang kena tengok benda benda positif sekeliling kita. Boleh buat diri sendiri tersenyum sebenarnya.

Random One.

Its been awhile since I update my blog. I forgot that actually.. I've created a new blog for myself. lol soooo funnayh Afifah! I just want to write something thats all, and how I wish I can write fully english in my blog. I find it more appropriate to express feelings in english rather than in malay but I'm just not good at it. So sad.

Well, one of my wish lol wish keee? Sebenarnya one of my things that I want to do, I've actually did it so I'm kinda happy bout it. I've different email for different purposes now. Macam sebelum ni, I've like THOUSANDS of email, and I cant even remember my own password for each email. Not just email, I've like THOUSANDS blog, and other social network too. I've like lotss and lotss of social network account and now I've reduce it and delete whichever account that I don't need. and I can finally check my email accordingly *since I've separate it* and I can easily remember my password too. Life is good now. Well arranged at least. Serabut otak email banyak banyak!

So I have four emails now, and I hope I will keep using this email until I die. I'm planning to list down all the social networks that I have in a paper, with email and password beside it, hide it somewhere in the room, and one day if I die, I want someone to actually delete everything about me on the internet. Everything. :)


and I'm planning to apologise and say sorry to these two persons. I just cant stop thinking about what happened, and I miss them soo soooo much, so I just don't mind saying sorry first whether I'm wrong or not, seriously I don't mind. I just miss them. Its just that I'm trying to find the right time and the right way to meet them. I want to apologise and just clear everything, and if they don't want to forgive me, Ill just hug them and leave. May Allah ease everything.

Open house

Rumah terbuka tahun 2014 is the worst one -- the one I'm expecting to come, didn't come. I'm damn damn damn sad about it. I feel down, feel like I don't have any real friends.

Tapi itulah,
kita ni manusia -- tak boleh nak buat semua orang suka kat kita.
Aku ni memang tak pandai berkawan ke?

Privacy is dead.

Aku fikirkan seseorang, fikiran aku mengatakan mungkin kekasih dia perlu beri dia ruang untuk punya privasi sendiri dengan kawan kawan -- bukan semua benda dia perlu ambil tahu. Tapi aku ada fikir juga, mungkin kawan aku itu sendiri selesa dengan cara kekasih dia tu. Wallahualam. 

Kekasih dia .. tak henti-henti tegur aku entah atas alasan apa. Jujur aku kata, rimas juta juta kali sebenarnya sebab aku langsung tak kenal dia. Geram juga, sebab dia ambil nombor telefon aku tanpa meminta keizinan aku dahulu. Bab ambil nombor aku tanpa izin dahulu ini memang aku sangat pantang. Terasa seperti privasi diri sendiri dah diceroboh. Memang aku benci.

First Hello

Assalamualaikum.
Aku akan mula update blog di sini mulai hari ini.

Salam perkenalan.